Arguing With MYSELF

Ok, so Spring Break isn't going how I hoped it would. I was hoping I would go over to Josh's and hang out and the week would be full of fun! I COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE WRONG!!! Monday night Josh broke up with me. Tuesday I went to work and was on the verge of tears like all day. Everything reminded me of Josh. Wednesday all of my friends went to the beach without me. I did go donate blood at the local blood drive and I met a cute guy who was in the air force and was only 19, Luke. He asked for my number and I respectfully denied... I should have given it to him. The only thing keeping me from giving it to him was thinking about Josh and how he told me one time that he doesn't mess with love. This began my arguing with myself. If I had given Luke my number and started talking to him and Josh figured everything out like he said he needed to do and it still involved me he would not have told me. On the other hand, if I'm not still involved when Josh makes up his mind I am still going to be lonely and wishing I had given Luke my number. But Luke is being deployed to go overseas and do what army guys do best.

Lessons of the day kids: 1.DON'T ARGUE WITH YOURSELF OUT LOUD...DO IT IN YOUR HEAD!
2.Give blood and save a life. Did you know that your one blood donation can save up to three lives. 3.If a cute guy asks for your number, give it to him! You have nothing to lose but the time you will spend ARGUING WITH YOURSELF!!!

Until next time,
Britany <3